Inverted psychopath and it's psychological problems and ideas . . . a very interesting theme.
(just for the record - I don't use the mentioned rules myself - I just describe how I see other using them)
It's all bullshit (some of my previous reports) but here - some rules stand. The examples are many - whenever we want the other person to say something, do something, act in a certain manner, we use psychology, not to say we exploit it, really. In order to get someone to say something positive about you, all you have to do is degrade yourself in the eyes of a person who cares about you. Not excessively, though - do it too much and you'll piss off a lot of people. What does it gain? A bit of self-assurance, that's all. I know I may sound a little bitter and truth be told, I am a bit. How to believe people anymore - there are a few people I trust . . . (they have yet to give me a reason to doubt their sincerity). I hope I don't have to be disappointed in them - I truly do. I still have reason to hope all is not lost.
Let's take another example - using your appearance to make people pity you ... or give money - whatever it is. You never see a well-dressed homeless guy, do you? And you know that with what they make, they could go to any second-hand clothes-shop and buy themselves a lot warmer clothes instead of trying to keep warm by drinking vodka. Just my way of looking at it, I suppose.
Using your behavior to draw sympathy from peers - act in a "broken way" and, yes, people feel sorry for you. The sort of thing, where you sulk in the corner at a party hoping a caring person walks up to you and asks: "What's wrong?", so you could with all your heart say that it's nothing . . . and then hope that the next question will be - "No, really, is something wrong? Maybe I can help?" - "No, there is no one that can help me now - I've got a serious case of "Damn, I'm a retard"-syndrome." It so reminds me of "Boy Who Cried Wolf" . . . you know - when are you going to realize when someone is really in trouble if most people fake all the time? How?
Now, for something alarming - I recently found out people are weird...No, bear with me - I really did. I've lived a lie for almost a year . . . I found out that I'm mostly only talked to or about when there really is nothing left to talk about or to. That's so cool - and to think that my mom told me that I was selective about the company I chose to keep around me :) What a load of bull. Favors (excluding a selected few - see, my mom wasn't lying) are what most people keep me around for. Not that I mind, of course - I like to see happy people. Oh, just one thing - you have to make sure I realize you're just toying with me - that way everyone can be happy, ok? Right, that's settled - moving on to the next item on the list - death threats - now there's a cool subject. I recently got a ban on a town in Wester-Estonia. Now come on - a freaking 23-year-old acting like a 10-year-old. . . Can't wrap my mind about that one . . . I know there are retards in the world - I've met some, but no - he seemed like a normal human being, except his text was really like something I'd expect from my brother's peers . . . Come on!!! "Don't ever show your face here or you'll be sorry!" - any kid the age of watching TV can say that . . . Such a cliché . . . sad really.
People are sad. What happened to throwing back your head and laughing out loud, when trouble seemed to strike and scaring away the troubles by giving them an inferiority complex?? What happened?
(just for the record - I don't use the mentioned rules myself - I just describe how I see other using them)
It's all bullshit (some of my previous reports) but here - some rules stand. The examples are many - whenever we want the other person to say something, do something, act in a certain manner, we use psychology, not to say we exploit it, really. In order to get someone to say something positive about you, all you have to do is degrade yourself in the eyes of a person who cares about you. Not excessively, though - do it too much and you'll piss off a lot of people. What does it gain? A bit of self-assurance, that's all. I know I may sound a little bitter and truth be told, I am a bit. How to believe people anymore - there are a few people I trust . . . (they have yet to give me a reason to doubt their sincerity). I hope I don't have to be disappointed in them - I truly do. I still have reason to hope all is not lost.
Let's take another example - using your appearance to make people pity you ... or give money - whatever it is. You never see a well-dressed homeless guy, do you? And you know that with what they make, they could go to any second-hand clothes-shop and buy themselves a lot warmer clothes instead of trying to keep warm by drinking vodka. Just my way of looking at it, I suppose.
Using your behavior to draw sympathy from peers - act in a "broken way" and, yes, people feel sorry for you. The sort of thing, where you sulk in the corner at a party hoping a caring person walks up to you and asks: "What's wrong?", so you could with all your heart say that it's nothing . . . and then hope that the next question will be - "No, really, is something wrong? Maybe I can help?" - "No, there is no one that can help me now - I've got a serious case of "Damn, I'm a retard"-syndrome." It so reminds me of "Boy Who Cried Wolf" . . . you know - when are you going to realize when someone is really in trouble if most people fake all the time? How?
Now, for something alarming - I recently found out people are weird...No, bear with me - I really did. I've lived a lie for almost a year . . . I found out that I'm mostly only talked to or about when there really is nothing left to talk about or to. That's so cool - and to think that my mom told me that I was selective about the company I chose to keep around me :) What a load of bull. Favors (excluding a selected few - see, my mom wasn't lying) are what most people keep me around for. Not that I mind, of course - I like to see happy people. Oh, just one thing - you have to make sure I realize you're just toying with me - that way everyone can be happy, ok? Right, that's settled - moving on to the next item on the list - death threats - now there's a cool subject. I recently got a ban on a town in Wester-Estonia. Now come on - a freaking 23-year-old acting like a 10-year-old. . . Can't wrap my mind about that one . . . I know there are retards in the world - I've met some, but no - he seemed like a normal human being, except his text was really like something I'd expect from my brother's peers . . . Come on!!! "Don't ever show your face here or you'll be sorry!" - any kid the age of watching TV can say that . . . Such a cliché . . . sad really.
People are sad. What happened to throwing back your head and laughing out loud, when trouble seemed to strike and scaring away the troubles by giving them an inferiority complex?? What happened?
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